Round 3

On Thursday, April 1, I will be receiving the third round of chemo. It is hard to believe that nearly 3 weeks has passed already. I have been feeling so good and life seems so normal! I am trying to look at this round optimistically. I know that “my” nurse will be in Florida, so I will have someone new. I am sure it will be fine. I have great friends who are willing to give up the amazing weather we have to come and keep me company during the treatment. After this round, I will be half- way done with the nasty treatments! A supply of lemon drops and anise candy is waiting in the cupboard to help alleviate the nasty taste in my mouth following chemo. Keagan will be coming home on Thursday as well. What more could one ask for?

Easter, that’s what! Easter is truly my favorite holiday. Just think, Jesus was nailed to the cross, covering all of our sins with his precious blood. If we believe in him, accept his gift of salvation, then we too will see him in glory one day! Easter is a day to celebrate the victory of Life over death and declare that Jesus Christ is Lord indeed! May you all enjoy a blessed Easter!

The verse I will take with me to chemo treatment #3 comes from “Dude” – eronomy (that’s what fifth graders call it) Seriously, the verse is from Deuteronomy 31:6

“Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified, for the LORD your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you."

Please keep me in your prayers. I picture an inservice with a bunch of cell phone alarms going off at various times to remind you to pray for me! Can someone video tape it, please?

Enjoy this awesome weather!
Robin

Enjoying the Good Days

I have been enjoying feeling GOOD the past few days! Things are going well at school, at the doctors office, and at home. My coumadin level checked out in the "therapeutic" range, so I stay on the same dosage of that for another week. I was able to attend a breast cancer support group on Tuesday night. I met some great people and got a lot of my questions answered. Keagan flew to Florida yesterday and will be spending the week with my mom and dad enjoying the sunshine, warm weather, and best of all, her grandparents. Kylie and Randy are busy with tennis practices. I stay plenty busy at school and most days I come home and take a nap!

Thanks for checking up on me! I am happy to write such a happy post!

Robin

How Are You Feeling?

If I had a dime for every time I have been asked that question the past few weeks, I'd be a rich woman! The problem is, I don't have a consistent answer. I feel really good physically and emotionally one minute, and not so good the next! I think it is fair to say that I assumed I would suffer side effects for a few days after a treatment and then gradually feel better with time until the next treatment. This doesn't really seem to be the case for me. I am tired beyond belief, but I don't sleep very well. I was completely whipped after vacuuming our lower level today. It took me about 15 minutes to catch my breath after doing a 5 minute job. What's with that? In addition, my emotions are pretty much out of control. I cry a lot and most of it is for no reason at all. Once I start crying, it takes a long time for the tears to stop.

I hesitate to post this because I don't want you to think that I feel sick, tired, and unhappy every minute of every day. That is certainly not the case. I enjoyed shopping with Keagan yesterday. I drove the van for Kid's Club. The Briarwood kids made me smile when they started singing VBS songs from last summer. The NCAA tournament has gotten a lot of our attention this weekend. (Go Spartans!) We were reminded at church this morning that we have a God who is full of grace! I hope you have enjoyed your weekend!

Robin

Tears

Where are all of these tears coming from this morning? I can't quite seem to fiugre out what, if anything, is wrong. My throat is a bit sore, which makes me nervous about getting sick again. Part of me thinks I should stay home and rest today, but if I do that, then I will consider myself sick, but I'm not. So, I have been up since 5 crying over something as silly as a little sore throat! I need to get over it, so I am going to get ready for school, grab a latte and get myself to Hamilton El. As the day goes on, if I don't feel well, I will come home and take a nap. I promise.

Robin

"Class Party"

Last week Monday, my students surprised me with a party. We enjoyed delicious cake, pop, games and decorations. What a treat to teach such loving, caring tweeners! Thanks for the memories!

I have been feeling pretty good since I had treatment last Thursday. It was a nice, restful weekend. I was concerned that the neulasta shot might cause some aches and pains, but it didn't. Randy and the girls have been VERY helpful and encouraging.
I enjoyed being at school today. Kylie's tennis season started today and Keagan's track practice begins next week. Although I am rather tired, I am looking forward to a fairly normal week. (I don't really know what that feels like anymore!)

Robin

Round 2 Complete

The chemo treatment went well today! Nurse Darcie had no trouble with the port for which I was very thankful. It was nice to spend time with my sister, even though the circumstances could have been better! I am feeling pretty good, just tired even after a rather long nap. I was told that I do not have to have a blood draw to check the coumadin level until next week Wednesday. Yea! I am hoping to teach tomorrow morning and then I have to get a neulasta shot in the afternoon.

Thanks for all of your support and prayers today and throughout this experience.

Robin

Verse of the Day

I am making 1 Peter 5:7 my verse for today: "Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you."
God's promises are amazing!

Robin